currently im watching Rafika , an indon sinetron.
hehes.
anyway, my eyes are swollen and head's burning.
due to something.
been thinking too much lately.
thanks to someone.

by the way, im so addicted to Sleeq's song.
"Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untuk mu.
Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kn padaku.
Lagu ini hanya untuk kau pahami, ku sudah teruskn hidup ku.
Semuanya cun sahaja."
seee, i've been singing this song since morning to get my mind off something.
LOL!

and oh, yesterday i went for the 2A class chalet at costa sands.
it was.... yea, fun.
i spend time with the malay guys and my gfs.
but sadly, i cant overnight there so i went back at 6pm.
i was quite disappointed since i didnt get to spend a longer time with them.
and i went back when they wanted to start the BBQ. :(
it was raining heavily and that's why they started late.

i wanted to go there again today but unfortunately, i have prac today for tomorrow's gig at downtown east.
why oh why, must my schedule be packed?
gosh.
oh well, thts just business.

hmm, k then i hafta go now.
prac is starting soon.
Tata!



with lots of love;
Seliyana(:

yesterday, was so called one of the best days i had with my 2 hot boyfriends. (:

basically , im home alone here with my grandparents.
just went back from lot 1 with dearest friends of 2A.
actually i was spposed to meet them in school at 9am to hand in the subject option form but i was late as usual.
i woke up at 830am and took my LONG shower and went out at 9.45am.
god.
next time i have to keep telling and remind myself not to be late again.
dang!
yea, i didnt manage to tie my hair to school and went there with my wet hair. lol!

for a moment i thought my friends were nt in school already but thank god, they are still there ,waiting at the foyer.
(:
and yup, after that, head to lot 1 and ate at KFC to eat our breakfast since i was so hungry.

i ate twister meal (american) plus iced milo.
and i was teased for drinking milo?
wth?
i was the only one drinking that ,while the rest drank hot coffee and hidayat drank iced coffee frappe?
urgh!
i hate coffee.
i wonder how does it taste like.

k im side- tracking.
alright back to the story.
actually, my friend wanted to catch a movie and yup as usual, i cant go. :(
everyone was persuading me to go but....
i cant.
i kinda felt guilty when i always reject invitations that's why it took me quite some time to say no.
it's just so difficult.
i mean, i'ts only 1 word with 2 letters in it.
i dont know why ,but my mouth just hesitate to say this.
what's wrong with me?
damn.

oh well, at last all of them rented a movie and watch at liyun's place since they are very lazy to watch it in cinema i guess.
so i accompanied them to choose then after that, went off to help nanny and grandpa carry some bags after their grocery shopping.

and and oh , btw yesterday was the subject combination option.
whereby we had to pick 3 choices based on the subjects we wanna take next yr in sec 3.
my first choice was 3B - AMaths, Combined Sci (phy/chem), Hist and POA.
2nd is 3B as well - AMaths,Combined Sci (phy/chem), Geog and POA
3rd is 3A- AMaths, 3 pure sciences (PHY,CHEM and BIO) plus Geog.

i was kinda happy with my EOY results.
i was the 8th position in class.
and the 26th out of 158 students in the Sec2 Exp cohort.
well, i was relieved when i got to know that i passed my eng.
it was supperrrr HARD.
mostly or should i say majority of my class had no confidence in eng!
and we were told that if we didnt manage to pass, we will be laterally transfered to NA.
but thank god, i did! :DD

anyway, i will only know where will i go or which class im going on the 9th Nov if im not wrong.
okay, right now i have butterflies in my stomach!
weeeelll, i just hope that i get to class that i desire.
pray for me aight?
wootsss~


with lots of love;
Seliyana (:

well, im back again.
like i said im bored.
and yes, i've created a poem which i titled it "Depression".
it was random but still its a poem.
can be anything, and just anything that u like.
so why not?

kk,here goes.

Sometimes, words can be mean
Sometimes,words can be harsh
And at times, you cant even speak because all those words pierced through your heart.

All you're left to do is to sit in your cold, dark room and cry
Cos' you think that your are of no use in this world and thought that you might as well die.

Life is about making choices which will lead you to consequences
Life is all about ups and downs
Some people has split personalities that depicts 2 faces
But how i wish i could just turn back the time now?

Everynight, I cant sleep, thinking about all the bad things i did
Sometimes, you're feeling so foolish and so weak that u just wanna shoot yr head with a gun.
But i guess.. what's done cant be undone.

After much thinking, I believe that everyone can change and turn over a new leaf
So, instead of regretting, you might as well change your attitude and become a good human being
And make the world a better place to live in.

THE END


ps: let me know your opinions regarding this.
leave your comments at my tagboard.
No worries,I wont bite. :DDDD

boo!
pardon me for the lack of updates!
very busy these few days.
with school, dance and etc.
but im here again.

oh yea, i spent my weekends with my beloved cousins.
i loved them both nick j and alicia keys! :D






anyhoos, just came back from sci centre just now.
this exibition abt "Body World".
yeah, the bodies were well-preserved.
guess what?
it took abt 1500 hrs for them to plastinate 1 body.
almost a yr?

it was cool but gross but interesting.
man,im contradicting.
kk,well, basically its awesome!
i can see exactly what does my body look like inside in 3D.
it is REAL DEAD BODIES.
the muscles,arteries, skeleton,brain and so fourth.

and futhermore, can see a foetus.
it was born in 1948 and yeah, that's my nanny's age.
yea, we gotta see how does it develop to a baby.
and some other sci stuff.

after all that, me, yaya, ama and bev went to the cafe.
and we were shocked to see the prices.
very very expensive.
GOD.
in the end, we ate cheeseburgers at MC. -.-"
then slack for awhile while waiting for the bus.
i was exhausted by then i reached home.
legs aching and eyes half-open.

but i dont know why i cant just close my eyes and sleep.
so thats why im typing here.
out of BOREDOMNESS.

and oh ya, tomorrow's the last day of school.
the thought of it makes me kinda down plus abit happy.
firsly, because it was the last time 2A is gonna be together as a class.
:(
all of them are just so loveable, like my own 'brothers and sisters'.
its just so sad to accept the fact that after 2 yrs of class bonding, we had to go to our own ways.
oh weell, look on the bright side.
at least we have each others' no. still and we can still keep in touch with each other. :D

and and oh, i cant wait for class chalet. :O
though i cant overnight thre, but the least i could do is to come for the BBQ night.
woohoo!
must take alot of pictures alrighteeyyss?
:P
hehehs.



i'll end here.
TATA!



take cares;
Seliyana (:

guess what?